Story of Heart-lock - I Don't Know

What was I doing?
Claimed my love for you
Come to you ignore you annoy you
telling everyone that I love you
couldn't even bother you
What was I thinking?
Claimed my fear for you
Irritate you and stalking you
called you up to say
" Hello... nothing... goodnight..."
Disorientating your life
I must be crazy?
love you so much
disregard your dignity
walk away from you
What's wrong with me?
will love you old and ugly
tempt your heart disgrace you
running wild in my own fantasy
putting you in my misery
musing myself in self-pity
couldn't snap out my own agony
wouldn't wake up to reality