心锁的故事 - 日记 16/9

明知道她上班了 我还是往西走

给我五秒的勇气 我告诉她 我喜欢你 如果我没昏 我娶你

心锁的故事 - 日记 10/9

她今天是绿色精灵 

下午4点许 她过来问我 一个案子的问题

我有点紧张 心跳加快 脚微微颤抖着

尽力缓下心情 寻找着资料

发现原来文哥有协助过这个客户

于是我们向文哥查询 终于了解了来龙去脉

Message In The Bottle - Words Get In The Way

Should I bringit up to you?

I'm crazy about you.

I'm so into you.

Literally.

Honestly the thought of wanting to marry you.

I know it's crazy.

Yes it is. 

That's what I'm telling you. 

Maybe it's that little chemistry in our horoscope.

Maybe it's the little entanglement between our fated paths

Maybe it's the little things you do that somehow caught my heart.

A female version of me - my other half, a better half of me.

Maybe it's because I've known you for years.

Realising you probably the one I have been longing for.

Maybe you are.

Maybe you are not.

You are just another ordinary woman.

I could have easily pass you off.

But there is something in you that caught my heart.

Maybe there are many moments when I thought:

Oh gosh, how I wish we were together. That's the woman that I want in my life.

How I wish.

Yet, every time I try to get closer to you, somehow I pushing you further away.

I couldn't be more open up with like I used to. 

Maybe I'm scared.

I'm scared that even if we were together, one day you might not be able to tolerate me—or I might not be able to tolerate you.

I am remembering you.

I try to remember everything about you.

Every funny face you make.

Every hair accessory.

Every pair of earrings.

Every ring.

Every bracelet.

Every pair of shoes.

Every piece of clothing.

Even every plush sitting on your desk. 

I try to remember.

I remembering everything about you.

I try to be with you. But I don't know how.

Maybe because I've tried too hard.

And yes, I get jealous of any man who can simply stand there, talk to you, and make you laugh.

Yes, it's bitter.

I hide my feelings.

I hide you in my heart.

Whenever I want to tell you how I feel, but words get in the way.

- MITB

心锁的故事 - 日记 3/9

晨8点04分 她走了进来

她今天是我爱吃的茄子

午餐时间 我在杂菜饭的摊位也点了茄子

我用空余的时间 重新设置她每个星期要用的电子表格

因为现有的表格仍然有些不完美

她的耳朵戴着心形的耳饰

我和她之间隔了一道无形的玻璃

心理诊所打给我 我要求将看诊的日期提前到这个月份

我在近几个星期内将美剧 HouseM.D.看到了第五系列

我很烦恼

看连续剧来麻醉自己

Dr House坑药来减轻脚的痛苦

我不知道怎么减轻自己的痛苦

我很伤心 但是却戴着一副无所谓的面具做人

一个困在脑海中的我 可以自由地说出想法的我

一个是这副身体的我 需要长时间来表达自己的我

心锁的故事 - 日记 2/9

晨8点02分 今天她是我的猜测 她穿了一件深蓝色的丝织上衣问几乎是黑色

我们不约而同地从对面的入口走进办公室

她去提了手提电脑

下午 她戴上了银色耳坠

她站在座位前

是啊 我一直在注视着她

我疯了吧 也许

我在她家附近的公积金局那里报读了电子商业短期课程

10月份的每个周六上课

会在那里遇上她吗

玻璃瓶的故事 - 梦

第一梦

在学校的第三楼

同学们都陆续的来到走廊上等着她拍照

她也到了 然后大家等着真妹课室间来回跑

大家不耐烦地各自回去自己的课室

我靠着矮墙望着天边的一架30-40年代的双翼飞机翱翔蓝天

第二梦

30-40年代的旧排屋

有个丫鬟哭着向一个穿旗袍老练的女人求助

让她嫁给一个当地有势力的老富商以便报仇

穿旗袍的女人帮她梳妆打扮

第三梦

在亚马逊的一个小农庄

一个女孩发现她和男孩小时候都来过这个地方

两人不约而同了地在镜子下的木框上都刻下字

心锁的故事 - 日记 28/8

晨8点11分 她今天是草莓口味的棉花糖

她站在她的位子那里 而我就这样默默地欣赏她

我找机会去菩太那里问问题 是啊 是去看她

傍晚6点许 她准备要走 我也准备着要走 但是她还在和同事说话 是我太快了 不知所措 只好硬着头皮先走了